so today i found out i wont be able to join the army for another 3 years, yea i was pretty pissed to say the least. throw in some anguish and rage and you fall into the neighborhood of my swirlling hurricane of emotions. it was like a kick in the nuts. all ive ever wanted to do was to serve my country, and then after all the bullshit ive been through just to find out im still disqualified...really serves to break down my spirits. seriously what the fuck am i going to do for 3 more years? i dont know if i could do more school right now. jesus.....life really can throw you a helluva curve ball somethimes. my last option is to try the national guard. since they are a state run agency they tend to be more lienient in cases such as mine. sure as hell would be better than waiting another 3 years. guess ill have to be heading on down to meet with the national guard recruiter here pretty soon...fuck
on a much lighter note, i had another amazing night with rowan tonight. we had dinner together and watched Troy and half of Braveheart. we both fell asleep about halfway through. her mom woke us up when she came home, good thing too, we probably wouldve slept all the way through to morning lol she really helped make me feel better. she is so amazing, i honestly couldnt be any luckier.
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